It has been a while

Yeah so this blogging thing I guess really isn't my thing. i am however trying to decide on who to marry. Should I marry Christophe or Richard? they both have lied to me but Richard hates me and Christophe because we slept with each other but he slept with my best friend too considering she just did it so we wouldn't get married but what if we are really right for each other? Then what? Am I to kick my friend to the curb because she doesn't trust my judgement and plus she thought the best way to get us to not marry each other is by sleeping with him? There are better ways like talking to me opposed to taking your own initiative. Then there is Michelle, we have been friends forever and she never once told me she was sleeping with Richard's best friend. We've all had way too many secrets. How can we ever get back to where we need to be? And to think this all happened before the wedding. After the wedding is a completely different story and gets crazier, even crazier than before so you know that that is some drama. How are going to get back to normalcy? That's what you have to wait to see.